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Nick Kirsch

Bailey

I have known her for five years. It was love at first sight and so I brought her a hostile home (two allergic roommates). After a year and a half apart, we were finally reunited. She let me know immediately that she was mine – the first time I was absent (for three days) she bared her throat to me (upon my return). It took her a long time to trust me on a day to day basis, and she would often correct me with both teeth and claws. As our time together went on, she began to trust me more and more: remaining in the same room as I made loud noises, sleeping with her head on my arm, and allowing me to hold her for longer and longer durations. I knew she loved me for me, not just for my food; I would leave the window open and the food bowl full and she would still come around just to see me. She would follow me from room to room when I was home, always wanting to curl up in my vicinity. She helped me through a lot of really tough times: overcoming my substance abuse, finding myself, moving to a new city, and many, many lonely, solitary nights. Now, we must part. Whether our separation is permanent or just prolonged, she will again be a different cat when I see her next. I hope that she remembers my love and I remember hers.

passive-aggressive behavior

It appears that Eriko and I have some signs of passive-aggressive behavior towards each other. I assume this is mainly due to the distance and wedding stress, as I don’t think I exhibit PA behavior in my daily interactions. I intend on keeping a closer eye on myself, just in case.

the closet

if only i had a camera to take pictures, i could tell this story much better. as part of the reconstruction efforts, i was able to fit two 2x4’s so that i can mount the drywall on the side wall. unfortunately, i have the wrong size drywall, so i couldn’t make any more progress. on the ceiling, the wood which Aaron helped me cut didn’t leave enough play. i just realized, however, that perhaps it will be fine… if i use the thinner drywall that could give me the 1/8" or so that i need to make it flush…

free software

free software and more specifically, open source code, is an amazing phenomenon. compared to the days when all the software i used was closed… now i find out how anything works, anytime i want…