i’ve decided that this weekend is the perfect opportunity to fast. i won’t eat again until Monday’s breakfast. of course, i’m already starting to think about when i will get up and what i will eat. that certainly isn’t enjoying the moment, but perhaps fasting is only enjoyed when its complete. i’m most apprehensive about today, because i have to work and interact. the weekend should be much easier in that regard, but the physical effects will be more trying. i’m on a water only fast.

i’m pretty shy around people i don’t know, and i’m especially nervous about going to functions where there is going to be mingling. so i almost backed out of going to an optional PMP event this evening but i stuck to my guns and went. now i’m feeling satisified and a little more experienced.

9 hits in the last two games.. he can do it.. he has definitely helped remind me how much i enjoy following baseball.

with Eriko’s physical presence less than a year away, i have to admit that i feel pretty comfortable. when i think about our upcoming marriage and life together, i’m nervous as can be. however, when i look at where i am right now, i feel real good. i really enjoy my condo, i’m enjoying my job more and more every day. i’m slowly starting to transition back into a learning mode. slowly reading more, slowing studying more, including some topics i’m real interested in such as mathematics and japanese. i’m slowly starting to cook more and take care of my body. it is definitely slow but happily steady progress. so, despite my natural fear of change, i know that Eriko and I will be real comfortable too.

it was this site.

this site ultimately gave me the help i needed.