after fasting, i’m much more attuned to when my body is hungry and when i’m just bored. plus, the idea of having a cleaner system has me more interested in going all the way and combining exercise with proper diet. who knows, i might have a healthy body one of these days… ;)

i was relaxing last night when i received a phone call from Alex asking me where i was and that they were at “Hootie’s.” at first was confused, then realized that it was Tony’s bachelor party and i had completely forgot. i was convinced it was the day before the wedding. after cursing at myself a bit, i put on some decent clothes and drove to Hooter’s. in restrospect, i didn’t have to eat anything at all. the guys were pretty focused on the beer and the waittresses. however, at the time i was shy about explaining what i was doing and looking so odd that i ordered a small bowl of clam chowder. ignoring that, i didn’t have anything else to eat or drink (besides water) so i’m happy with myself. the night was a little long though. Hooter’s took a while; then we went to Gameworks, which was fun; then it was to some bar where girls danced on the counter and they had a mechanical bull. the place was so noisy, crowded and smokey, that i was ready to go after about two minutes. i’ve become an old fuddy duddy, but i don’t mind. ;P

after almost 48 hours of just water, i’ve become to break my fast. i had some vitamin enhanced water and i’ll start drinking some vegetable/fruit juice. i’ll probably eat some fruit tomorrow afternoon or evening. all the information i found on the internet said i shouldn’t break it so abruptly, so i’m trying the gradual approach.

You have handled your responsibilities competently.
Life brings you a bold and dashing adventure.
Your first choice is always wisest to follow.
You will have an exciting addition to your life by being the warm person you are.
Whether you choose love or fame, you’ll be able to handle both.
You will be fortunate in the opportunities presented to you.

Now I can throw them away. ;P

i’ve decided that this weekend is the perfect opportunity to fast. i won’t eat again until Monday’s breakfast. of course, i’m already starting to think about when i will get up and what i will eat. that certainly isn’t enjoying the moment, but perhaps fasting is only enjoyed when its complete. i’m most apprehensive about today, because i have to work and interact. the weekend should be much easier in that regard, but the physical effects will be more trying. i’m on a water only fast.

i’m pretty shy around people i don’t know, and i’m especially nervous about going to functions where there is going to be mingling. so i almost backed out of going to an optional PMP event this evening but i stuck to my guns and went. now i’m feeling satisified and a little more experienced.