a little down, lonely, frustrated, lost…

i managed to wake up early and go swimming in the morning. i feel a little tired now but no more tired than i normally do – and i have this feeling of pride somewhere. the trick is not to put any pressure on myself… just let it happen, if it wishes.. ;P

I have been asked by my friend Art and the users group he belongs to, PSNUG, to present a seminar on SUSE Linux. It will be a professional seminar, as the attendees will pay and I will be paid a salary. Our target date is for the last Wednesday in January. I will have to get approval from Isilon to take that day off (although hopefully I can switch it with Saturday). Anyway, this will be a very interesting experience and I am looking forward to it. I think I will invest in a cheap upgrade for my computer; I need to develop a professional syllabus. On a different note, I was able to wake up at about 5:30 this morning – and early wake up for the third consecutive day. I did take about an hour nap today but that may have been motivated more by boredom than being tired. I’m starting to feel more and more determined and more confident in the choices I am making. Bailey is cute and sweet as can be lately. ;P

now i can track my weight, wake up time, sleep… will i do it is the big question…

i’m eating bacon and drinking coffee. talk about whims. i woke up about 6 AMt this morning. did lots of stuff at work. not feeling like doing anything productive now. ;P

Right now I am concentrating on satisfying my whims.. like writing this entry. I don’t feel like sharing much so I suppose this could just be considered filler. Back to the whims…