i'm so bad at love

i realize that i become convinced that you are thinking or feeling some way when it may not be true at all – maybe i am so impatient and demanding that it is easier for me to believe what my head is telling me than to wait for you to give me an answer.

i don’t want to leave you. i want to learn to love you. not just the paltry quick love-at-first-sight but true, deep, meaningful love. i don’t know how to do it, though. i’m clueless, actually. but i figure the best way to start is to be as honest with you that i can be.

so there you go. i understand if you don’t want to be with me. i know a lot about computers but nothing about love.